Overthinking

Overthinking can be the absolute worst. Especially in new situations. Often times, we drive ourselves mad wondering what if. Overthinking can be the enemy to our bodies and create issues and complications. I went through a transition, and it changed my life. At first, I felt like my whole world was crashing down on me. I couldn't believe that the situation was happening to me. As if I'm supposed to be excused from hurt, pain, and life being life. No, I didn't expect to be excused, but I never thought that the situations would be so hard. Life has taught me a lot in these last few months. It kicked my ass and pushed me to be a better at the same time. At first, I waddled in the pain and hurt. It had me in a very dark place. I felt like no one understood and it was me against the world. Crazy how your happiness really depends on you. If you let someone have control over you, it can ruin you. In these situations, I found myself always overthinking. Sending myself back to a place that ruined my sanity, peace and self-confidence. But these situations also made me take a look in the mirror and remember who I am. I had to motivate myself and encourage myself. If you don't show up for you, it'll be hard for others to do so also. Not that you need to depend on others, but it takes a village. That saying doesn't only apply to children. It takes a village sometimes. Especially during hard times. Don't overthink, deal with each issue one day at a time, and always be hopeful. If you can imagine the worst, image the best. Your life is what you make it and make it a good one.

Miracles and blessings!